A new religion / caste .. being fat ..
May be to lot of ppl this does not even matter as u would have never though that does a fat person have a heart to feel that they are fat ?
actually we the fat ppl surely have a heart .. trying to narrate this from a girls point of view though its very difficult as I am not a girl but I have seen this so many times.
In our society, girl is judged by 2 things, her physical size (appearance) & other is u can guess ....
Childhood
I guess I have never been thin, since child hood I was fat, but at that time things were different every one like me more because I am chubby with fat cheeks & all use to enjoy playing with those. Slowly slowly I grew up and noticed that I am not like others because I carry lot of extra pounds in compare to others.
Teen
Guys started looking at me at a much early age as my breast took the shape as I was fat but that was just start of an ugly ending. Even though, with fatness I have a good height but people my class mates were quite busy noticing the girls who were skinless, tiny as there appearance appealed them more & thats a fact which we agree here or not
Where ever I use to go, ppl use to say fatty has come, after a point of time the name fatty was more acceptable then my own name. Though I had many friends because I was good at every other thing that did not involve showcasing of my physical appearance.
College n adulthood
I could be the best friend of 100's of ppl in the college but I never had any one I could say as my best friend. In canteen some would even call me a samosa .. that was just too much.
After a point of time ur near & dear one also pull back the string of support, mom & dad we always tensed that how will I get married because I am fat, they don't see that I am highly educated girl and earn good sum of money for my self. Standing on legs is more imp then crying for the fatness ?
Asking for a plus size jeans or tee was like I have asked ur balls out in a shop & this has happened so many times, shopkeeper are more interested in servicing other girls as they are not fat and I am .. I just don't want to loose who I am & what to be what I am, it just feels like as we have black n white in skin discrimination we have thin n fat too. Its just that fat ppl dont have any rights.
Every guy also wants a fair, thin slim n beautiful wife but no one whats a fat wife or a fat GF. No one is willing to see me beyond my body, I even have a heart that loves, cares for you way more then any other person will do.
I did what not and at what all age & timing to reduce weight, went for gym, morning walk, yoga, dieting, pills n what not but why ? just because I am fat ? why should I stop eating the chocalate I love ? just because as per u I am fat.
Getting attention, getting credit for ur body, guys getting behind you, first sight love, being called u look the best in the group, wearing cloths with out any tension etc etc, who does not what that .. but I have never got any ..
Be a man to accept a girl with a good heart and not just appearance .. world is "shanbhagur" it will end one day for sure .. every thing has to end & hence beauty will also end ..
So this is the 6th time i am starting to write on this but not able to conclude ..
May be to lot of ppl this does not even matter as u would have never though that does a fat person have a heart to feel that they are fat ?
actually we the fat ppl surely have a heart .. trying to narrate this from a girls point of view though its very difficult as I am not a girl but I have seen this so many times.
In our society, girl is judged by 2 things, her physical size (appearance) & other is u can guess ....
Childhood
I guess I have never been thin, since child hood I was fat, but at that time things were different every one like me more because I am chubby with fat cheeks & all use to enjoy playing with those. Slowly slowly I grew up and noticed that I am not like others because I carry lot of extra pounds in compare to others.
Teen
Guys started looking at me at a much early age as my breast took the shape as I was fat but that was just start of an ugly ending. Even though, with fatness I have a good height but people my class mates were quite busy noticing the girls who were skinless, tiny as there appearance appealed them more & thats a fact which we agree here or not
Where ever I use to go, ppl use to say fatty has come, after a point of time the name fatty was more acceptable then my own name. Though I had many friends because I was good at every other thing that did not involve showcasing of my physical appearance.
College n adulthood
I could be the best friend of 100's of ppl in the college but I never had any one I could say as my best friend. In canteen some would even call me a samosa .. that was just too much.
After a point of time ur near & dear one also pull back the string of support, mom & dad we always tensed that how will I get married because I am fat, they don't see that I am highly educated girl and earn good sum of money for my self. Standing on legs is more imp then crying for the fatness ?
Asking for a plus size jeans or tee was like I have asked ur balls out in a shop & this has happened so many times, shopkeeper are more interested in servicing other girls as they are not fat and I am .. I just don't want to loose who I am & what to be what I am, it just feels like as we have black n white in skin discrimination we have thin n fat too. Its just that fat ppl dont have any rights.
Every guy also wants a fair, thin slim n beautiful wife but no one whats a fat wife or a fat GF. No one is willing to see me beyond my body, I even have a heart that loves, cares for you way more then any other person will do.
I did what not and at what all age & timing to reduce weight, went for gym, morning walk, yoga, dieting, pills n what not but why ? just because I am fat ? why should I stop eating the chocalate I love ? just because as per u I am fat.
Getting attention, getting credit for ur body, guys getting behind you, first sight love, being called u look the best in the group, wearing cloths with out any tension etc etc, who does not what that .. but I have never got any ..
Be a man to accept a girl with a good heart and not just appearance .. world is "shanbhagur" it will end one day for sure .. every thing has to end & hence beauty will also end ..
So this is the 6th time i am starting to write on this but not able to conclude ..
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