So, at this junction of my life .. I was watching a bollywood movie called as "taree zameen par", actually I use to hate this movie when it had come in its time. That time also I felt its very close to me but slowly I realised my life is not as bad as what I think and so I did not understand the movie to the depth .. this is the story for every individual who is away n alone from his family, though he is away to make dreams of his / her parents true .. but in this mass dream making individual looses them self
At this junction of life when I look back to that movie, I feel its not only when u are kid that u need love and care but when u are at a matured age also, u need lot more love, a hug, a kiss .. its not that u demand the same form a partner (dont miss understand want of love to be that of physical) but this can be from a family, friend or a life partner. I stay alone since last 7 years and have barely any connect with my family, bro, sisters etc. Today if I look back I actually think I miss that love, lot of decisions would had been more simpler if some one would had told I am holding u just jump. Taking all decision by ur self may be makes u strong but also makes u lot more week with each decision of ur failing.
I am not saying that staying alone is what is kind of hurting me as that is what I choose for my self. But nothing moving in life is hurting me. I dont know my decisions my job or my so called personal life are so cranky because of all that or there is some thing that is bothering me.
When I think to pen down my thoughts I feel I can write a book but in return what I do is just write few para that to not able explain my thoughts properly. May be I am worried that some one will read and find out who am I ?
At this junction of life when I look back to that movie, I feel its not only when u are kid that u need love and care but when u are at a matured age also, u need lot more love, a hug, a kiss .. its not that u demand the same form a partner (dont miss understand want of love to be that of physical) but this can be from a family, friend or a life partner. I stay alone since last 7 years and have barely any connect with my family, bro, sisters etc. Today if I look back I actually think I miss that love, lot of decisions would had been more simpler if some one would had told I am holding u just jump. Taking all decision by ur self may be makes u strong but also makes u lot more week with each decision of ur failing.
I am not saying that staying alone is what is kind of hurting me as that is what I choose for my self. But nothing moving in life is hurting me. I dont know my decisions my job or my so called personal life are so cranky because of all that or there is some thing that is bothering me.
When I think to pen down my thoughts I feel I can write a book but in return what I do is just write few para that to not able explain my thoughts properly. May be I am worried that some one will read and find out who am I ?
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