Feeling of love .. does this has any definition ? I just cant make a definition out of it though I am trying to understand the same since last 11 year or more or to correct I am still trying to understand the feeling of lust miss understood with love.
Don’t know, if you ask me I feel love every where and at the same time I feel it no where also. At times I beg for love and at times I feel unconditional love in air. God know how does he want us human to define love. Is love limited to a mother breast feeding his child or father scolding his elder son not to spend as he has to pay fees of younger one or a sister saving each rupee to purchase a rakhi for his brother or a unsaid relation between thousand of people we come across every day.
We love every one as post a point we work for love and not salary, now is that also a type of love? I just don’t know who to ask or how to define, if there is so much to be called love then why does my heart feel a need for more. Why does it want a love that he can say its his own. I just don’t know, with time I have had nearly four relations and so much infatuations still I fail to understand what love is, may be that is because I was not able to complete any of the relation as I always felt, I love u till I don’t get someone else ? but when I was with u I always felt life is so complete, in that case why a want to c any one else ..
May be my brain is always searching for some more every time, or may be its want to more lust ? I don’t know, though I don’t go and stare at the private area of each and every girl that passes by me but when I see a beautiful girl I feel a happiness to my eyes and I am sure that is with every guy who is alive. I am sure we all c thing that are beautiful and feel nice, but do we want to own each of those or do we want to sleep with each of those beautiful this ? what is this .. is this a different kind of want that mind wants over heart or heart is just a part of body responsible of generation of blood which the girl sucks out the min she does not want u ? what is role of heart and mind to understand the borderline case of love vs lust ? how to I define this was not love and was only lust and I should not let it affect my brain.
I have suffered big time post my breakup but I don’t understand why does that happen. Now those girls are happily married with a kid in her arm or belly, if that was the truth and true love for her why did I suffer at the first point. Why did they even came in my life ..
Chalo I suffered that’s still ok but once, twice thrice and still goes on on and on. When will this end, when will I be able to get a mechanical balance between beauty of my eyes and pleasure of the body is to compatibility of brain. When will that happen and if that happens why will be my reaction to it. Still the search is on .. may be soon or never in this life I may or may not get some one that I can say u are the one. I am not having any hopes nor loosing any of those but still thinking when will the conflict between heart and mind get over, when lust will be a part of love and love part of happiness.
Don’t know, if you ask me I feel love every where and at the same time I feel it no where also. At times I beg for love and at times I feel unconditional love in air. God know how does he want us human to define love. Is love limited to a mother breast feeding his child or father scolding his elder son not to spend as he has to pay fees of younger one or a sister saving each rupee to purchase a rakhi for his brother or a unsaid relation between thousand of people we come across every day.
We love every one as post a point we work for love and not salary, now is that also a type of love? I just don’t know who to ask or how to define, if there is so much to be called love then why does my heart feel a need for more. Why does it want a love that he can say its his own. I just don’t know, with time I have had nearly four relations and so much infatuations still I fail to understand what love is, may be that is because I was not able to complete any of the relation as I always felt, I love u till I don’t get someone else ? but when I was with u I always felt life is so complete, in that case why a want to c any one else ..
May be my brain is always searching for some more every time, or may be its want to more lust ? I don’t know, though I don’t go and stare at the private area of each and every girl that passes by me but when I see a beautiful girl I feel a happiness to my eyes and I am sure that is with every guy who is alive. I am sure we all c thing that are beautiful and feel nice, but do we want to own each of those or do we want to sleep with each of those beautiful this ? what is this .. is this a different kind of want that mind wants over heart or heart is just a part of body responsible of generation of blood which the girl sucks out the min she does not want u ? what is role of heart and mind to understand the borderline case of love vs lust ? how to I define this was not love and was only lust and I should not let it affect my brain.
I have suffered big time post my breakup but I don’t understand why does that happen. Now those girls are happily married with a kid in her arm or belly, if that was the truth and true love for her why did I suffer at the first point. Why did they even came in my life ..
Chalo I suffered that’s still ok but once, twice thrice and still goes on on and on. When will this end, when will I be able to get a mechanical balance between beauty of my eyes and pleasure of the body is to compatibility of brain. When will that happen and if that happens why will be my reaction to it. Still the search is on .. may be soon or never in this life I may or may not get some one that I can say u are the one. I am not having any hopes nor loosing any of those but still thinking when will the conflict between heart and mind get over, when lust will be a part of love and love part of happiness.
